It wasn’t real love, but I wanted to feel love. Vunerability’s misconception had me accepting anything deceptive. I was deceived, but during my lost moment it was received.
Received as real love, fulfilling a void. But, deep down inside I knew it was being toyed with. In and out, up and down, like a yo-yo it was so-so traumatic, always making love feel so problematic. But, that’s the best I have been given, the only true love is that of my children!
I have been a slave to love, working so hard to get it and working extra hard to keep it. But, I really just want someone to show me how to receive it! In a healthy way, the right way, the safe way, ya know, the kind that’ll help me shape my way!
I just write the words on my heart. It was short, but to the point! As long as it provoked your thoughts, that’s all that matters. Maybe you remember being here or maybe you are here now. But, just know you aren’t alone. We can all relate to misconception! Thank you for reading!
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I love it.
I love this! Like my thought put on paper.